You’re in a CI beginners class, and after a series of fun warm-up exercises, the teacher is getting down to business. She’s imparting information now, and she says the following mystical sentence: “There’s only one rule in contact improvisation, and that is: take care of yourself.” She raises her eyebrows as she says this, and you get the sense that there’s some hidden meaning behind her statement. What is it? What’s going on there?
It’s called the First Rule of CI, or the Only Rule, or the maybe the Fundamental Principle. Its shorthand version is “take care of yourself,” but I’ve heard it expressed as, “Above all else, you are responsible for yourself.”
As I understand it and as it’s been explained to me, the First Rule is what allows a heterogenous group of people to dance and play safely with each other in the same space. The First Rule charges each person with knowing their body, knowing their own limits, knowing what is safe and what isn’t for them, and communicating that to others in the dance space as much as is necessary. You are responsible for not getting into a physical situation you can’t handle, or for not pushing yourself beyond what is safe for you. You are responsible for setting and communicating your boundaries.
Beyond that, the First Rule is a bit of a philosophical imperative as well. It gives you the responsibility not only for your safety, but for everything you experience in contact improvisation. Paired with contact improvisation’s open structure, it means no matter how you feel or what you experience in contact improvisation, you (1) are responsible for it, (2) are empowered to change it, and (3) can’t blame any existing structure for your experience. Having a “bad dance”? It’s not because your partner is bad — it’s because you’re experiencing the dance as bad, or because you’re not able to dance with that person, or because you haven’t made the dance better. Any number of options are available to you: to change how you feel about the dance, to change the dance from the inside, to ask for something from your partner, to wait and see what happens, to leave the dance. Feeling like someone you’re dancing with is “creepy”? Again, it’s up to you to change how you feel, change the dance, say something, to wait and see what happens, or to leave the dance. Of course, this is easier said than done.
Actually, that last example is a kind of dark side or shadow around the First Rule. I too often hear the First Rule, or some version of it, voiced as an excuse for not being proactive when it comes to preventing and addressing potential sexual harassment at jams. I worry about a young, inexperienced, usually female dancer, who doesn’t understand that her own comfort and physical safety are up to her, who doesn’t understand that she’s responsible for setting her own boundaries (that in contact, there’s essentially no etiquette or social code that sets those boundaries for her), and who ends up in an uncomfortable situation with a more experienced, usually male dancer, who takes advantage of her ignorance of her responsibility for communicating her boundaries or her hesitation or inability to do so. But then when we talk about addressing this, people feel weird about this (simply because it’s sex, I think), and say something like, Well, everyone is Responsible For Themselves. Why shouldn’t we explicitly have a talk about sexual harassment at multi-day jams, or appoint a special liaison to report complaints to? Well, everyone knows that they’re Responsible for Themselves, don’t they? Sigh.
But don’t get me wrong: aside from the First Rule being as an excuse for inaction (not just in dealing with potential sexual harassment, but also, for not building community, for not being courteous in some situations, for being excessively individualistic), I do genuinely think it’s brilliant most of the time.
And the First Rule can easily be a departure point for a personal philosophy off the dance floor as well. Applying the First Rule off the dance floor would go like this: I’m responsible for how I feel. It’s up to me to take whatever situation I’m in and change how I feel about it, to alter the situation itself, to wait and see, or to leave it. The difference, however, is that there are Other Rules off the dance floor, some of which arguably take away your freedom to change your situation.
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As has been often the case, I’m surprised at the extent to which the First Rule of CI was ingrained in my early days of dancing in Los Angeles and on the West Coast, and how frequently I *don’t* hear it mentioned east of the Rockies. And I’m not sure to what extent the First Rule has failed to be codified outside the West Coast, and to what extent it’s understood but just not talked about much.
It’s deeply ingrained in Los Angeles, to the extent that I think it’s actually said at every opening circle at the jams now. But I don’t think I’ve actually heard it mentioned in three years in New York. Hm.
I’m going to do some investigation and find out if I’m the only one out here that’s heard of this. I’d love to hear other folks’ experiences with the First Rule — is it talked about where you’re from? Or maybe, is it something that makes intuitive sense, but has never been codified for you?
Further evidence that the First Rule is well-established on the West Coast: I received an e-mail on October 11 from Carolyn Stuart promoting her and Patrick Gracewood’s January workshop, the 7th annual WOW of Contact, at Breitenbush Hot Springs in Oregon. The focus of the workshop will be “the One and Only guideline in C.I. ~’To take care of yourself, first.’~.”